out with the old , in with the new

2011-10-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

For once , i can truly say that i'm happy, it was a rough couple of months but it was a blessing. Looking forward to the future that is ahead of us.

Nothingness

2011-08-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

Your love wasn't in vain. You just didn't accept me the way i m as did i towards you. It's a pity, things could have turned out better. Oh well, life goes on, we will be fine.

Flashback:

From year 2009: "But in the end , i always know everything will fall into place , and everything that happens , happens ...Maybe on my terms , maybe not , all i know is , i have to believe that i will get to a point where i'm happy with myself and not happy cause i did something that made me happy for a minute just because i wanted to pretend everything was ok at that moment . With this , i expect decent respect when i am who i am ."

No more pretending.

It's just sad how 2 ppl who were so close can be strangers now. Its as if i didn't know u at all.

First comes marriage or baby ?

2010-07-10T03:56:00.000-07:00

Boy and girl is sitting on a tree , K-i-s-s-i-n-g ...
First comes marriage , wait baby ? no , marriage ?
I'm confuse , which one again ?

I find myself more shock when i hear young (but appropriate) people getting married because of love ,i always expect it to be of some reason that we can't run away from , a simple miscalculation if i dare say so myself .. =S

Cynical or realist ?

Just a thought .

Thank you

2010-05-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Just went through the worst week of my life ... Juggling so many things ...At the same time , had to prepare for my summatives and EOS 5 ... argh , how can i be so careless , i really don't know ....

It's always easy to point the finger , placing blame on others ... but it's never easy acknowledging our own faults and taking responsibility for it ... However it's nothing compare to the feeling of frustration when u take responsibility for your own mistakes but others still find the need to point a finger at your direction ... and worse yet , not acting the way they think you should during the situation ... the word here is FRUSTRATION ! Not anger , not denial , not regret ..

The greatest way to counter your enemies is to break down their resistance without putting up a fight ... with this i need patience...

So thank you for my very bad week ... sigh

The F word

2010-04-07T02:26:00.000-07:00

" Forgive but not Forget "

Don't you think the F's contradict each other ? I mean how do one 100% forgive and not forget what he or she forgave in the first place .Always thought forgiveness is a selfless act . But this sounds all too grudgeful (minus the revenge part) to me . If you remember what the other person has done and is more cautious around that individual , knowing what he or she is capable of but somehow tolerate it for the time being by closing one eye , is that really forgiveness ?

Please enlighten me

Affirmations

2010-04-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

If you do not stand for something , you would fall for anything .

So is it totally wrong to go for something you really want in life . Or is it better to follow the faceless crowds into somewhere you think you belong but never really in the first place . Many people compromise their needs to fit their wants , where greed overides necessity . At the end of the day , somewhere along the way , we'll look back and regret the road not taken . I know what's best for me , i really do .

But do i really ? Can't say i'm a go getter . I love routines and i do not like standing infront of many proclaiming boldly in what i believe . So aren't i one of the faceless victims floating .

Guess i should just take advice from the people that knows best

Lately , i've been thinking alot about affirmations . Do they really work ? I mean , writing a simple sentence can actually make it happen ? Power of thought ? Or is it the power of will that outlines the thought. Better get started with my " Please let me get into A******* uni" , 10000000 times over .

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Anyways , sem 5 in IMU is super hectic . Crazy assignments , crazy hours , crazy subjects and an even crazier final paper in June . Time flies , don't really know where my last 3 years went . Trying to reflect on what i've done over this years but having some trouble remembering the best memory . =( Which is quite dissapointing .

Lately , i've been thinking alot about what my life is going to be overseas . I'm really excited about the prospect of going somewhere different , being independent , starting my pseudo-adult life though i'm still under mommy and daddy's financial care . However , i know it's going to be tough . I've never really live anywhere else aside from home . Don't really know how total independence feel like . Very interested to know how i will fair in the end . Hopefully i will not cry bucket loads of tears due to my ignorance in many domestic chores.LOL

And just a tiny tiny note , i blog simply because i feel like it . =D So thank you but no thanks . End .

Well well , all is swell ....

1 Malaysia

2010-01-09T20:42:00.000-08:00

First of all , this is 2010 , not the 19 hundreds , mind u .

From recent events that happen , i'm truly upset that a few people resorted to violence in order to get their word across . Regardless of race , religion or culture , an act of violence is always wrong .It's upsetting that we're only shy 10 years away from our vision of wawasan 2020 and this happened .Although the issue that is talk about is highly sensitive by some , why not resolve it peacefully . Why go throwing fires . What do u hope to achieve from this ? A reaction ? To shed terror across the nation ? Why ?

Do u think burning down a place of worship will bring your point across? Common sense will tell you that it is wrong .

Hopefully , most malaysians will see this as a criminal act and not point fingers at certain stereotypes . This act is purely done by criminals and should be put to justice . Like i said , regarless of race and religion , we should work together to catch this few who dare challenge our 1 malaysia dream . These are the people who put us back 10 years by their childish acts . Remember , there's no justice and respect when u force your point through violence . Furthermore , i'm sure many people in this country will agree burning down a place of worship is not an act of religion but HATE !

I'm gonna highlight it again , this is an act by a FEW and should be brought to justice . So this is a time where we should come together and unite regardless of our differences . Isn't this a great opportunity to test our 1 Malaysia dream ?

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T08:35:00.000-08:00

Ahhh rejoice , 2010 is here ! Happy New year ppl =D

Be good and behave =D

Being malaysian

2009-12-27T21:31:00.000-08:00

*credits to Starnewspaper

On saturday night , 26th december 2009 , it was truly a sad day for a few . Just a day after celebrating xmas , what was suppose to be a joyous festival that should have lasted for 15 days , end abruptly on the 2nd day for 4 victims . To those who read the front page of the STAR news paper today , u will know what i'm talking about , if not you can look it up here (http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/12/28/nation/5372982&sec=nation) . Not risking sounding like a news report , i'm gonna elaborate why i feel the need to blog about this .

*Disclaimer : What you are gonna read is abit sensitive and might risk sounding very bitter . But rest assured , i do not mean EVERYONE in singapore , just a select few . Do not be mistaken , i love the country singapore , but i can't stand the few who claims what i'm gonna elaborate now and yes , my grandma is a singaporean and she's lovely . So no , i do not mean everyone in Singapore .

Well well , as you all know , singaporeans always pride themselves as being the most well behaved , well mannered , sikap bermoral bunch as compared to us uncivilized and lazy malaysians . Partly because of the difference in the rate of developement in both our countries . You see , they failed to realise ( as smart as they claim to be ) , Malaysia's VAST land and the millions and millions of ppl in it ( who they claim are lazy )are FAR more harder to handle and control as compared to their lil tiny island which is not much bigger than 0.1 % of our land , wait correction 0.0001 % . So u tell me , can u do it 100000 times better if u were in msia ? Which means , 100000 times more effort , 100000 times more money , 100000 times more hardwork , 100000 times more tolerance to ignorant idiots who claim they're better , etc ......

If u ask me , i think we malaysians are not bad already , you do see the occasional singaporean humping their cars just to squeeze a few MLs of petrol in their cars , not knowing why a tiny space was put there in the first place , just because they love our country's (tax payers i WILL add ),cheaper priced petrol instead of their overprice ones in singapore . Geez , do u see a malaysian humping their cars ? High 5 for malaysians for being more civilise here .

Oh u always hear how we Malaysians have no respect for the law and drive like blind monkeys on the road . Yes , i do agree some of us Malaysians drive like monkeys and it's a bit horrific how we got our driving license issued in the first place. But what say you to the foreign (red/white S plates)monkeys who come into our country and drive like there's no tomorrow just because they think our law here in Malaysia is not worth respecting just because of their notions that "Oh Malaysia ar , nevermind la , nothing will happen to me if i break the law , uncivilized what they all " .ARGH rite ! It's like saying that u behave so nicely at home , but SHIT all over the place when u go to another person's home . So who is more uncivilise here ? Shouldn't it be the other way around ?

So after reading the newspaper today , what anger me the most is that how singaporeans claim they are so good and so much more ATAS than us all when they themselves failed to do what they judge us for in the first place . SOmething so simple as signalling or slowing down had caused 4 lives that night . I manage to witness it first hand as my family was driving back to Muar over the weekend. It was a very tragic and freak accident . Very sad . That's probably why this accident affects me the most , more than others .Life is short , can u imagine if i had leave my house maybe 15 minutes earlier? or the S place car came later ? SO many what Ifs. We were driving on the same route , same direction as the van ,very scary thought . It's no fun seeing victims crying over their departed ones while the vehicle was still burning , flames flying everywhere like it was gonna engulf the ppl around it . Thankfully , our MALAYSIAN bomba was there to save the day , not forgetting the police and the medical team .

I understand that this accident was no one's fault . It could easily happen to anyone , heck , statistic shows that they are more accidents that happen involving msians , caused by malaysians in Malaysia . But DUH ! it's malaysia rite , obviously there will be more msians on the road . But how can any singaporeans claim to be more law abiding when one simple stupid mistake (which breaks the law btw) have caused such a freak accident is beyond me . FYI , being more civilise means holding on to your principal where ever you go and not selective places . You do not see a monkey stealing bananas from selective places do you ?

So please , do not claim to be something when u do not follow ur principal when u set foot in our country . It does not make you better than us in any way . It makes you look worse .

So tell me , how bad are Malaysians now huh .

*This post in no way is intended to offend anyone , it is a truly sad event and i wish the victim's family well . It is just very unfortunate that something as simple as slowing down cause 4 lives that night and it could happen to anybody. Something to take back and think about .

No reason

2009-12-25T08:52:00.000-08:00

I need something to make me smile for no reason now .

A pink start to an end

2009-12-21T01:03:00.000-08:00

As you can see , i've changed my blogskin . Was so sick and tired looking at the same blogskin again and again year after year . Why bother ? Many would wonder . Lol

Anyways , i think it's a good start to an end . Hope i'll rekindle my fondness for blogging again .

Till then , tata kiddies .

-amanda-

P/S : I'm so tempted to name my blog pink panda and look what i've found , a panda that is hello kitty =O

After 3 years of experience , do i really agree ? ..LOL

2009-12-17T07:49:00.000-08:00

It's been 3 years since i last posted this on my blog ...... This list always brings a smile to my face simply because it's true .... ok let's evaluate the facts again , shall we :

Why ladies today are still single :

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexualmen are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not sonice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful,that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and never make the first move!
11. The men who never make the firstmove, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative .

HAHAHAHAHHAA rite ? ...LOL

Oh and Wei kit ( if u do ever come into my dead net portal ) , pretty BUFF guys who wears tank tops are DEFINITELY GAY !!!!!!! no kidding ... LOL

BMI 34

2009-12-16T07:33:00.001-08:00

Looking back , 6 years to be precise , i still remember the insecurities , reluctantness , social idiocracy , depression , addiction , paranoia , obsessive complusiveness of mine building inside me as it was stacking to become a great wall that i thought will never be broken down .

Every year , i look forward to events , but when it comes to it , i shy away from them , wary about the comments and critics that i might encounter along the way , as if i was judge infront of many , or being a scapegoat in conversations they wanted to avoid . I know some of u understand the feeling of being the topic of conversation by adults who thinks u're a project worth commenting as if they were ur saving grace . Like a subject needed saving from , hmmm well i dunno , herself ? just because i looked different and some may perceived as being socially inadequete due to my inner addiction . But saving ? Is it really that noble ? I don't know what is more terrifying , whether they think that is really for my own good or they are doing this for kicks .

I remembered festive seasons like CNY . Oh i hated those seasons , esp when visitors came . What was suppose to be a joyous season turn into a sweaty , anxious moments , waiting to be judge and push into the spotlight when you prayed it was an EXIT sign to runway. What adults fail to understand is , even at the tender age of 15 , we have egos too , dignity if u want me to put it nicely . The worse thing about being shoved into the unwanted spotlight was knowing that you did not have any support from anyone , u're alone , waiting to go , and even when u do , u know that they are still talking about you , tearing every part of u and asking why why why is she like that . So what if i was ?

6 years ago .Emotions and memories is what brings me back to those days . Showed me how far i've come over the years .

-A page from my 15 year old self . How i wish i could let u know of what is to come -

grinching the jingles

2009-12-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

Why isn't xmas feeling like xmas anymore = ( ......

Sighs .....

Instead , it feels like an endless pit of 2009 , which i hope ends on a happier and faster note , for various reasons ...

I miss Holi-month = (

Something familiar yet different ....

2009-11-23T06:15:00.000-08:00

Same as it never was . Make sense ? no .

Yeah , so why do i feel like this somehow .... everything around me is the same , routines , classes , tv shows , food even .... LOL....... but why do i feel stuck in this routine that i luv in the first place ... hmmm , i guess it's one of "those" days ... oh yeah did i mentioned that it has been raining non stop .... talk about monsoon "raining" upon us .....

Thoughts ..:

Will you turn left , when u know there's nothing left , but at least u've tried

Or

Will you turn right , when u know there's nothing right , but at least u have something

=S

make sense ? no ..LOL...

Ancient friends =D ...LOL....

2009-07-03T23:31:00.000-07:00

Walking down memory lane........and look wat i found ......=D

Back in 2007 , Queenie's 19th bday ...

2007 still , my 19th bday ...

2008 , my 20th bday

2009 , my 21st bday ...=D ...

Ahh how time flies , getting older by the seconds .. hope we can still keep this up till we're 80 years old .. it's always nice to look back and see how we've grown ...nostalgia is the best way to keep our memories alive..LOL.. looking forward to the up coming decades girls =D

cupcake mania =D

2008-12-30T07:51:00.000-08:00

Ahhh finally successful =D Homemade cupcakes ...........

Argh , #%^&*#! drivers .....

2008-11-19T02:34:00.000-08:00

DON'T u hate tolerating silly drivers during the rain ? huh ? really , tell me .

It's just not acceptable .

I mean , YES all of us need to be more careful when it's raining . YES we do need to slow down a lil to avoid from slipping , key word= A LIL . However in malaysia , there's no such thing as a lil , it's either they go painfully slow (20km/h) OR they go really really really really slow , almost a stand still , i mean WTH ! .

As if the weather itself is not aggravating enough , we still have to tolerate all this drivers on the road . Combine them , the amount of stress is enough to momentarily distract u , that's probably why accidents happen so often .

ISH ! >.< Common , please , WE must improve ( me including ) !

On top of that (reasons above) , inconsiderate drivers ( idiots ) that block the main road for their own selfish reasons needs to be SHOT i tell u . I can't believe Malaysians in general will actually do this on the road , where's the logic in that . Are we all so blinded that we allow this to happen without question ? I mean , i can't really blame the inconsiderate idiot alone , it's everyone of us , bystanders that let this happen , others who follow suit for their common selfish reasons , drivers who are too scared to take action to avoid from getting "whack" . Like WTF !

Argh !

In conclusion , stressors from all these factors builds up , and hence , i scratch my car for the very first time . >.< , i can't really express how angry i was when that happened . THANKFULLY i had hello kitty there , happily bobbing it's head infront of me . Or else who knows wat i'll do .

Idiotic behaviour must not be tolerated . Or else , we'll be one some day !

P/S: I'm not promoting road rage . Be good .

colours of my room ( = life)

2008-11-17T07:04:00.000-08:00

randomness ......i'm ere 24/7 , doing nothing everyday =(

BORED !

SOS !

Miracles =D

2008-11-17T02:46:00.000-08:00

YAY !

1. It's a huge miracle that i got through my EOS finals for year one =-D , i'm gonna be a year 2 med student soon .....thank god ....

2.It's a miracle that i didn't gain more than 2 kg =-O , at the rate i'm eating and planing out my meals , hmmm , let's just say i'm going back to my old ways =-O

3.It's a miracle that we overcame everything that went on between us , it was definitely not easy but we came out alive =D

4.It's a miracle that i actually enjoyed reading story books , more so than watching tv this days =-O

5.It's a miracle to see how strong my friends are , definitely a learning process .

6.It's miracle (more like weird) to see my lil sister blogging like a 20 year old , like seriously , wth !

7.It's a miracle that i'm actually updating my post right now =-O

8.Lastly, it's a miracle how time flies , a year has pass , xmas is here again =D december is here !

9.Not forgetting , it's a miracle how i'm 20 yo now and i didnt freak out as much as i thought i would ..............hmmmmmmm......

Out of hibernation , and back in again =D

2008-10-21T00:18:00.000-07:00

Anyways , the moon must be blue today . I have this itch to update my blog , for me , it's HUGE coz i don't usually do so . The thought of logging into blogspot is already tiring . YES , i don't know why i thought i could be a frequent blogger in the first place . Talk about crappy trends and ideas huh .

Well well , this blog is not entirely useless . It serves as a net portal for me (and some other people too) . LOL.. it's very easy to surf around , clicking on links of interest and updating myself on the latest happenings of everyone . Not to mention , PEREZ HILTON and PINK IS THE NEW BLOG is like a survival guide and i manage to save tons of money cause i don't really have the need to buy any magazines anymore . Hahaha , so yes FLORENCE , it's ironic that the traffic comes from my blog . Probably it's me blog-stalking yours . HAhahaha ...

pretty isn't it =)

Warning : what u're gonna read will be abit depressing . It's just me writing something that i'm going through right now , at this very minute . It doesn't mean i'll feel like this forever . Knowing me , i will not blog for a while , so don't worry .

Anyways , lately , many things have changed around me , probably contribute to me changing too , i feel . Looking back at my previous post (which was agesssssssss ago) , i don't have the same spirit and enthusiasm as before . When i was a weee bit younger , alot of things seems to amaze me . That's probably why i go through lengths to achieve it (not all good). However i'm not sure how many of those things were done by me FOR me .

I don't feel like that anymore .

Yes , i'm feeling very crappy , not motivated , lost , PMSee...But in the end , i always know everything will fall into place , and everything that happens , happens ...Maybe on my terms , maybe not , all i know is , i have to believe that i will get to a point where i'm happy with myself and not happy cause i did something that made me happy for a minute just because i wanted to pretend everything was ok at that moment . With this , i expect decent respect when i am who i am .

So , why the sudden changed . I don't know .

Why i don't get motivated to do so , i don't know .

Why am i going in circles ? i don't know .

Frankly , i don't know what i don't know . So don't use that agaisnt me .

-end-

P/S : It used to be fun being young , no ? LOL

activity of the day

2008-04-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

Spot me if you can ????

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA !!!!!

Bunny goodness

2008-04-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer: Total RANDOMness n JAKUNess . Posting for the sake of updating . Importance of content may be subjective , depending on how u look at it .

Firstly , thx guys for noticing the sudden "life" of my blog . Why the sudden flush of updates some say ? Well , maybe cause i jz PLAIN feel like it , hahahaha . Been really "free" this days , not gonna elaborate what i should be doing with my "free" time . hmmmmmmm .

Anyways, i've been blog surfing . Came across this picture which got me thinking of my old bunny name Fiona . Yes , i did name my belated bunny Fiona , don't ask me why . Well , bunny Fio was a great first pet . SHE was small n fuzzy when i first bought her . But she grew bigger --> bigger --> BIGGER by the months . Wasn't cute anymore . She kept licking detergen bottle caps for some reason , didn't know it would bring her to her oh-so-sudden-but-saw-it-coming death =( . Yeah my mom vowed not to buy me a pet ever again (gold fish doesn't count) .

However , after a few "PLZs" and "I PROMISEs" my mom bought my sis and i not one but TWO bunnies . Muahahahaha , we were an enthusiastic bunch , thinking that we could take care of our bunnies forever and ever . GOSH , were we WRONG ! Not only did our bunnies pass after a few months , but the way they went was so GAYA . Everytime i tell everyone , they don't believe me and start cracking up . Ok , my bunny's name was Berry (again don't ask me why) , my sister decided to name her's Agnus (lagi don't ask why) . So yeah , Agnus sounds like Fungus , so the poor bunny was called Fungus ever since . Little did we know , Fungus decided to leave us on a funny but sudden note . One day , Fungus was hoping around the graden happily , feasting on my dad's plants (shhhhh) . Then all of a sudden , it HOP and DIED . Yeap i saw it with my own eyes ppl . It hop and died in mid air . No kidding . hmmmmmmmm ... Berry on the other hand , contracted some disease which lead us to believe it was lethal , so we decided to release him . Yeah , very promising isn't it .

Bunny fio clone

Hah , so i told this old story of mine to nicholas .He gave me this book which i thought was entertaining=) It's a great coffee table book , very comical and dark . Sadist everywhere , here's ur book .

To think i would have been discourage after traumatic events like this , but i'm feeling the itch to call one my own again . Rabbit for gives anyone ? Me --> a good care giver , no ?

From your beloved bunny owner ,

Adopt me plz .....

2008-04-12T01:24:00.000-07:00

NO not the person "me" but a GUESS handbag ppl .

Anyone interested in buying a GUESS handbag ?!?!?!?!?!??!?! It's new , never before used . Have to admit , i bought it last year , round july or august . But it's in good condition , tag still on . Price range for sale --->round RM 240 . I bought it for RM279.90 after a 40% from it's original price of RM 466.50 . So if anyone is interested in buying , jz leave a msg on my tagbox ok =) .

ADOPT ME PLZ , i'm lonely =( .

Pictures are worth a trillion words

2008-04-10T20:35:00.001-07:00

Disclaimer : Pictures pictures pictures ! So if u're a 'word' person , u'll be greatly dissapointed .

Ok , the pictures that i'm gonna upload today are my orientation pictures from IMU that happen not long ago . To those who haven't heard or already know , IMU is notorious for it's orientation activities . NO , it's not those lame "bring you around campus" or "lecturers introducing themselves " or any lame bla like that . Orientation in IMU is very different , it can be scary ,exciting,fun,tiring ,irritating depending on how u look at it . It's a student orientated orientation where newbies like ME will be put in a group to 'survive' for the 3 weeks of torture they call fun . So , here goes .........

Group 7 - milkshakes , my group teehee=D

Our leader , =o

Various pictures from the orientation , hope to tag them soon :

Powerpuff girls , pink me ?

Digi adverd

we WON !!!!!

Finale night =( , end of orientation .

where have i been all this while ....

2008-04-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

O.O An actual update ! well kinda

Let's see , kalau u check my last blog entry , i haven't been blogging for a while . Why ? well i don't know why , why is the sky blue ? Anyways , Yes i do check my chatbox from time to time , so NO i'm not "bz with something" 24/7 , oh dear chinny , aman n chris ! I do have some down time to do other things . LOL . Ok where to i start , last i updated was Florence's 19th bday . Many events had happen since then . Don't think i'll be listing every single detail . Anyways , to those who don't know , i'm no more in SUNWAY . I'm currently in IMU (bukit jalil) and please , i know i did mention i was going to monash before , but i change my mind in the end =D Don't think i've change physically . Well u'll be the judge later .Visual posting will be my prefered way in describing the 3 Ws (what ,where ,when). So i'm gonna load some recent pictures in hopes it will give u a visual take on wat's goin on in my life right now .

Fcuk , something is wrong with blogspot now . Sorry peeps , can't load any pictures at the moment . Another day then .

=(

-a*****a-

2007-08-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAY FLORENCE !!!!!!

FINALLY CLOSING UP TO 21 ,LEGAL !!!!*evil grin*

the surprise 'home-make' cake by wei kit .. lol

6th sense ... we wore red dat day without realising it ...

China brushing up their Engrish for Olympic 2008

2007-08-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

BEAUTIFUL MANGLISH !!!!!!

speechless -_-

when ulcers attack !

2007-08-02T03:49:00.000-07:00

HEY PPL ....... I'm not dead yea , STILL ERE !!!!!!

Anyways, it's been a pretty hectic month .

OK , i have to talk bout my new found 'normaceeeeeee' !!!!. Having something foreign in ur mouth is NO FUN . I REPEAT NO FUN . Eventhough the process of putting them in is not as terrifyin as i thought . However , 'I' have to compromise my lifestyle (eating habits mostly ) and simple task such as brushing my teeth bcomes a daily burden bcoz there's so many things to do such as 'brush' , rinse , clean n er..did i mention brush ????

Oh n i can't smile properly anymore bcoz i'm too paranoid of exposing my 'ornaments' on my teeth . So if u eva do see me passing by , i would probably give u this 'freaky' grin instead of a proper smile . My new way of saying hi ;)

ULCERS !!!!!!!! argh . It'z freaking irritating , it stings u like a bee . Imagine , metal rubbing agaisnt it every single day . EEEKKKK , even the thought of it 'stings' me already . Yeah i had to endure this lately and eating bcomes a dreadful experience this past week . OUCH !!!!!!!!!!

=(

B.R.A.C.E.S

2007-07-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! my long awaited braces r finally ON .

Freaking sad la =( .

But i have to admit , it wasn't as bad as i thought . Last saturday , after so many months of avoiding the matter , i was finally brave enough to fit them in . Gotta admit , i was a very tough patient to deal with cause i was very fearful and was reluctant to proceed . FEARFUL bcoz i had to extract 2 teeth and fit the braces all at once (it's a very scary thought ok !) , RELUCTANT bcoz i have to wear them for 2 freaking years (i was quite okie with my teeth b4 , but apparently it'z so horrible dat my dad can't stand to c them , lol ) . So yeah , i was very hard to deal with . I actually sat on the 'dental-chair' for 1/2 an hour , thinking n doubting whether i should get them . Thankfully my orthodontist was very patient , she didn't 'shu' me when i was being 'bitchy' . lol . But i finally decided to proceed cause i know i have to get them eventually , better now den later rite . After gathering wat's left of my 'tinsee-insee' bit of courage , my orthodontist started fixing them . Oh it was a 3 hour affair . Wat i thought would kill me actually didn't affect me at all , the injections and d extraction didn't hurt, couldn't feel a thing . The thing dat was disturbing was the duration i had to endure with my mouth open n how bored i was sitting there for 3 hours doing NOTHING .

I will post some pictures as soon as my 'face' clears out . It'z pimple season AGAIN . ARGHHHH .

DAMN the bug !!!!!!

2007-07-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

It's been 10 days since my last entry . Yeah , i'm a lazy ass blogger , teehee =) . Anyways , i had a very 'welcoming' first week (of my 3rd semester )*sarcasm* . As u all know , class started last week and i remember being super bummed bout it .But i prepared myself to face my A2 work and was ready to start the 3rd semester smoothly . However , my body had other plans . I was strike by this god awful fever on Monday night . It'z so weird cause i was normal during the day , i even went out with Huma after class . So yeah , i didn't really think much bout it . I thought it was this bug dat will go away in the morning so i thought i could sleep it off . So comes tuesday morning , dang dang dang , i was still feeling like CRAP . I couldn't pull myself out of bed in the morning (6.45 mind u !) so i decided to skip chem lab and go for d later classes . Oh , i felt super uncomfortable during class . I thought i was gonna collapse at any moment cause i was super dizzy . I didn't know how bad my condition was at the time . You see , silly me *who thinks very highly of my immune system* thought i could pull it off and maybe keep myself distracted with work . But da 'bug' got da best of me . After having lunch i couldn't take it anymore , so i went straight home . Oh i DROVE meself home . Little did i know , my temperature at the time was near 40 degree celcius ( it was 39.7 !!! ) , so driving then don't seem like a very smart thing to do huh . But to my defense , i did't know my temperature had gone up so high .So yeah , my mom was so scared that she rush me to the ER rite away . This circus went on till thursday . Thankfully , by friday i was feeling better .

Yawn , when i'm bloggin bout how sick i was , u know dat i have nothing goin on in my life rite now . haha .

till den , tata .

P/S : I need someone's help in physics . I know nuts bout kinetics . =(

Uncertain future

2007-06-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm..............

Ok , this days i'm really stress out and it's begining to consume me inside out . I'm having doubts bout wat i wanna do in d future , ambition wise . I thought i got it figure out but i realise dat wat i thought was my GOAL and DREAM was blurred by expectations of others , mainly my parents . Something dat i vowed not to do when coming into A levels was to consider taking up med school . In a turn of events , da 'doctor fever' somehow got to me n i eventually gave in to the idea . I'm actually tryin to pursue it now . However i think it's a long stretch .

I regret not coming into this course with a gameplan . I came in to A levels with the idea of being safe . Since it's the most recognise pre-U programme around , i figure dat my decisions and options of the future will not b narrowed if i took up this course , esp with my combination of subjects (bio,phys,chem,maths) , couldn't get safe-r than dat . So yeah , some of you might think i'm uber dumb to do so . To some extend yeah , i have to agree . Not only did i widen my options for the future , i also create more room for doubts n fears of not succeeding in wat is most expected of me (the ying comes with the yang i guess ). But the most terrifyin thought dat came across my mind this days was (n still is) whether this HOPES and GOALS dat i 'currently' have are genuin to ME personally or is it bcoz ppl think this path is 'within my best interest' to do so . Hmmmm , maybe it is ,considering dat i'm raw on how da world works n some wiser advise is needed from ppl with experience . Anyways , not shifting from the main point , wat i really love is totally different from wat i'm doing rite now . It's conflicting when ppl ask me wat i wanna do in the future , coz frankly i wanna do something dat many ppl look down to in the region (generally!!!!not all . Mind u , it's nothin to do with modelling or fashion designing OK !!! ) . It's sad dat many ppl couldn't express their true passion in wat they really want in Malaysia without goin on full DEFENSE or hard headed towards wat they truely believe in . Anyways , i do have a true interest in science . I really do . But i'm just not sure whether my choice rite now is best for me personally n my future .

Anyone having 'cold feet' now ???

I know i do .

Sadly .

my holiday weekend =)

2007-06-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

JUST A THOUGHT :Hmmmm , notice dat i'm not blogging as often as i used to ??? It'z not dat i'm super busy or anything , it's jz dat i'm super lazy n tired to do so . Can't believe i've oni 4 post (including this one) in June alone . Anyways , been gettin comments dat my blog isn't personal enough . Generally , i blog bout the events dat's happening round me . Not so much on how 'all this' is affecting me personally .I've notice my blog is not as DEEP as some . I don't really write my personal thoughts down though . Maybe i'm just too lazy to write down or maybe i don't see the point in writting them down when i'm not there personally to defend wat i've believe in . Anyways , it'z just a thought . hehe .

On a lighter note ,

Last saturday , i went to see my orthodontist bout my 'not so perfect' teeth ( braces remember ) . She explained to me bout the procedures and the whole treatment . Translation , how painful it will be putting 'them' on , extraction , and taking them off . Funny sequence huh . She told me she'll put my braces on before the extraction process . Yeah i was puzzled too , maybe i heard wrong . But anyhu , the first step of my treatment has started . She fitted some rubberbands btween my inner teeth to spread them a lil to create some space for d 'brackets' (base of the braces) . I have to admit , i was nervous when she fitted the rubberbands coz 'sharp instruments' were used for the fitting . It wasn't painful though , just felt pressure when she push them in btween my teeth . It felt like some food was stuck there. Have to admit , i was digging the feeling at first ( yeah i'm a weirdo) , but after a while , i was kinda irritated . So yeah , the process of turning me into 'metal teeth' has began ( ugly betty , watch out ! lol ) . Oh , my orthodontist still thinks dat wearing braces is da IN thing with teens now . Can u freaking imagine . *shrgh*

haha , a very 'sexy' shot of myself ... see the parts where i circle in black ??? the blue things . It's the rubberbands in btween my teeth . No , it's not decay !!!!!!!

Sunday however was a happier day . Although my flu was becoming worse ( doctor gave me some strong meds , resulting with a slight fever ) , but was looking forward to the events dat were happening later dat day ( Cheer 07 babey ! ) . Anyways after mass , me n my family ( mom sis n bro ) went to parade to get my sis a new handphone . However , we couldn't find the pink motorola V3 fon dat she wanted so badly , apparently they stop selling them . So she decided to take mine instead ( motorola V3i ) . U know wat dat means , i got a NEW PHONE !!!!! hehehe . Lately i've been dwelling on d idea of buying d LG shine but some ppl said it wasn't reliable . So in the end , i decided to get da samsung ultra d840 which is a samsung replica of d 'shine' model . I'm satisfied with my selection n hope dat i dun drop this fon as often as b4 ( the screen is huge so it'z super dangerous to drop it , it might crack ) . hehe .

my 6th phone

After parade , i headed straight home n drove out to fetch florence to go see Cheer 07 . Initially i had doubts driving there , wasn't sure where BUkit Jalil was . But with Long's fantastic directions ( pass 2 tolls n turn right , haha simple but effective ) , i manage to get there safely without getting lost . haha . Ok , so we quickly went in d stadium as we were late already . With florence tight connections with d charm squad , we manage to get front sits ( well not exactly sits la but i was sitting lol ) . The event was great , much better than 06 . The squads were fantastic , the dance sequence was much better than last years . hehe . Oh the performances in the end was good too . Not to mention the 'hot' judge (yannus) or should i say judges dat were there to evaluate the performances. lol . hehe . Anyways took one picture with Yannus ( so did tons of other girls ) . Didn't come out quite as i expected so i'm not gonna show it ere . =) Oh the horror !!!!!

hehe anyways , till next time (which i hope is not too far away) , tata =)

the begining of my 19th year on this earth !!!!!

2007-06-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

REMEMBER , REMEMBER the 25th of June !!!!!

Why ?!?!?!??!

It's my bday ppl .

Well it WAS .
hehehehehe

Anyways my 19th bday was a blast . Let me first thank everyone who made this time around special . THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!! Everything meant a lot to me , the trips , the cakes , the visits , the presents even simple wishes . Tq very much . I'm a super lucky girl . =) God bless u guys . hehe

I had 4 different cakes for my bday . can u imagine *grins*

thx wei kit , the surprise was sweet =)

omg this cake is like WOW !!!!! thanks a bunch =)

There's still 2 more cakes dat i've receive for my bday .

1. Queenie'z very own home bake choc cake (it was so good dat i finish everything b4 i could snap a pic of it , lol)

2. My parents surprise me wif carot cheese cake for my bday from berry's .

Oh my gosh , the presents . Thanks a bunch ppl . Really luv them =) .

Ok , i've been out of my house continously since last thurs . It's been a super long while since i've last blog ( yeah i notice it too) . Let me start on thursday . Me n wei kit suddenly have this impulse to go to Ruums KL to watch ' So you think u can dance' . However since it was a rash decision to go on the day of d show ITSELF , wei kit n i struggle on a few stuff to get there . In the end we got there safe but WET coz it was raining at d time and we had to cross a few streets to get to Ruums . Hmmph , i had a cold dat nite , go figure .

Anyways on Friday nite , the 'girls' ( Jas , queenie , flo and myself) and 'guys' ( wei kit n long) went out for my pre-bday celebration . hehe . First we went to bangsar for dinner . Sakae sushi was d final place we choose to dine in ( I couldn't decide on where to go coz there were many restaurants dat i wasn't familair with , not to mention i change my mind repeatedly) . Wanted to try another restaurant but many ppl were Q-ing . Being the big kid of the nite , i was super excited to see the fire display in Titiwangsa at 9 . So , SAKAE it was . The dinner was ok ( like normal) but the service was super BAD . Wanted to give them a good 'smacking' but didn't really had the chance to =( . However the company was GREAT .

the boys didn't wanna have their pics taken , so they were our photographers for d nite =)

After dinner we proceed to Titiwangsa . However we couldn't make it for d show at 9 coz of the 'bad service in sakae' and d notorious KL jam at d time ( was raining, talk bout adding salt to injury) . Anyways we got there around 9.40 maybe ??? can't really remember . It wasn't pouring when we reach there , so we got out safe . We quickly ran 2wards da feris wheel . Some of us was so excited to see this huge thing (*coughFLORENCEcoughFLORENCEcough*, lol cute huh ) . We quickly bought tix (RM15 each) n got onto the 'gondola' ( is this wat they call it ??? .. hmm) . Ok we got on pretty quick n UP we go . Long was super scared at first coz he hated heights n is scared of it . However he got over it pretty quick , realising dat he couldn't drop down , he relax a lil . During the ride , we talk bout various things , ranging from the rain to thunder to ANTM to ANTM , oh did i mention ANTM ???? Yeah didn't noe we were this err , no comment . The view wasn't dat great , we couldn't see anything (it was dark , no lights no nothing visit msia year my ass) . Hehe . Anyways after the ride , we got down n guess wat , we were drentch badly by d pouring rain . There was no shelter when we exited the 'gondola' (like i said visit msia year my ass) . So we were wet . How 'sexy' rite .

Lastly , we went to BED ( Jas cousin's club) met up wif Romeish , Dheenan n a fren of theirs Mark . It was FUN n HOT . Like i said b4 , the company was great .

*scroll down*

Queenie , jas n mua . Still early in B.E.D .

Great company , great drink .

Ok , started dancing . Was super hot .

Was a lil nuts ere . hahaha

Awww , i'm a lucky girl m i .

After dat , we went for a short yam cha session at Kota kemuning . Then i got back at 3.40 am . Sweaty n sticky me got my butt up to bed straight away . hehe

Ok , u must b wondering wat happen on my actual BDAY , which was yesterday . It was a relaxing day , hehe . It'z a good thing coz i was super drain after d weekend . Had lunch with Queenie n Mori at pmid , thx Mori for lunch really appreciate it . Then i went to leo's to meet up wif wei kit (thx for d cake , it was a sweet surprise =) ). During the nite , i went out with my family to Tony Roma's . It's been a while since i ate this much ( steak , salad , mahi-mahi , mash potatoes n rice =P ) . It was super fattening but who cares . haha .

I'll elaborate bout Sat n Sun on another post . I think this post is a lil crowded . hehe .

Anyways , like i said . THANK you ppl for making me feel special . =)

God bless =)

FINALLY ...

2007-06-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

AS is finally over . After 2 long months of exams , pyqs , BOOKS (lol) it'z a relief to feel "free" again . A2 anyone .? hehehehe

Anyways , yesterday was triple A nite . Translation , it's my course's graduation ceremony/prom/talent nite ...... Yeah , they smash everything into one EVENT . Honestly , i was kinda disspointed they didn't separate our prom nite with d grad ceremony . U can't mix something so formal with something so 'loose' . Initially they told us we must 'cover our shoulders' a.k.a sleeves and da dress code was formal *argh* . In the end , 'good students' such as ourselves ignore dat n went wif our 'tubes , bare back , short dresses' . The nite started out slow . It started off with formal speeches from d Directors and students . Yeah we were very 'amuse' . Then it got better , the performances was good . Much better than those i seen in high school . The food suck , i didn't eat much . Yeah , this is pretty much it . LOL . Oh the company was great though . ;)

P/S: i wanna noe where to get GOOD ramli burger . cravings .. hahaha

magazine junkie ... i m ..... ;) ....

2007-06-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

If only E! came sooner

MY READING MATERIAL !

CRAZEE

2007-05-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

Saw this in frenster . Thought it was kinda amusing . =)

How Girls Flirt

1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
hmm i practically smile at everyone i noe . This is kinda misleading . lol

2. She hits you softly on the arm andlaughs when you say something funny.
could b spontaneous . doesn't really apply unless his jokes r truly lame n d girl is force to laugh

3. She flips her hair when she'stalking to you.
I do dat all d time , having long hair is tempting to d hands lol . N again it'z spontaneous .

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
OK , yeah this is probably d most OBVIOUS hint a girl can eva give . If d guy still doesn't get it , gosh his not HUMAN !

5. She says, "No, I'm not telling youwho I like!" with a big smile on herface.
sayin it wif a smile , now dat'z suspicious .

6. She asks you who you like or whoyou would go out with seeminglyinterested.
Well it could b out of curiousity . 'But why ' is d QUESTION ! well , KPC !

7. When you go to the movies with abunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
Hmm , this is suspicious too . So yeah , might b a hint .

8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
Gosh this is unhealthy . Very catty !

9. You catch her staring at you.
N again , i look at everything around me , i might b staring at U out of pure coincidence. lol

10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
Ok , this is purely retarded . MAKE UP ?????

11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
Yeah , another hint . DUH !

12. She knows your phone number and address.
HP is okie . Address , a lil extreme . Unless it'z for some other reason .

13. She will try and talk, and spendtime with you as much as possible.
Yeah . Another hint . But it can b misleading too . Afterall frendliness can b misread as having an interest .

crazy week i had

2007-05-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

Sat for a few AS papers already . Verdict ??? ....

1.Phys paper 2 ( super duper uper luper BAD )
2.maths ( not too bad but den everyone will b scoring , std increases)
3.phys prac ( it was okie thx to mr kings )
4.GP ( OMfreakingG , talk bout mental block )

Yeah , doesn't look too good huh . AS started badly , wif phys paper 2 bein my first paper out of d bunch , it wasn't as inviting as i thought it would b . The questions was confusing and the TIME they gave us to complete da paper was ridiculous . ONE HOUR to complete 7 subjective questions . Crazy huh . I think most ppl struggle wif d time given . ARGH ...!!!!!!!!

Anywayz , got an earful from my dad jz now . Did d mistake of mentioning GP was useless . So he gave me dis whole speech bout doing d best i can in everything n not take anything lightly . OK i admit i was silly to say GP was useless infront of him . I shall say it elsewhere next time . hahaha . But in a way , heZ rite . =(

*emo-ness*

OMFG , can't believe my ears when wei kit told me *some certain someone* is married already . In a way , it'z kinda expected . But den , 19 ! MARRIED ! Wat da . Wat'z happening huh . GOsh , n i thought gettin married at 25 is young (wei kit said dat'z freaking ridiculous btw) . LOL .

Anyways , super happy dat i scored 100% on jasmine frenz test. FInally some hard evidence dat i really do noe her WELL . lol.

muahhahahaha . =)

weird but funny .....lol

2007-05-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

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wasting 5 minutes of ur time ... haha ...

2007-05-18T06:40:00.001-07:00

Haven't been bloggin for a while now . Jz realise i can't write as 'instinctively' as i used to . Not sure wat'z gotten into me this past few days . Anyways , lately nothin much has happen , jz d lil tifs n turfs round ere n there .

I'm such a habitual being , my life is such a ROUTINE ! Wake up in d morning , rush to college , have classes till 4 something , come back , do pyqs (jz started recently) , start up my computer , check my mails,frenster,blog , EAT SLEEP .. N dat'z a typical weekday for me . Pretty sad huh . Oh did i mentioned i've been having d same old lunch in college for d past month . Been eating d exact thing nearly everyday now . *puke* College life isn't as glamorous as i hope for , but it'z definitely better than high school though .

I used to think college students had 80% of their day free . Oh boy , i was dead wrong . I'm more bz than eva now . Wif piles n piles n piles n piles of assg to do *sobs* , it'z a miracle dat i find time to even blog (m suppose to study phys , but wat d heck , need a break rite) . Well i guess a change once a while will b exciting . Have to admit i'm a boring person though. I'm more of a homebody , dun really like exploring new places , trying different things . =( guess it'z plain laziness ...

Anyways , been seeing Florence a lot on TV ! HAhaha . Duno y she appeared so many times on screen . D camera man must have d hots for her or something . *gosh she'z gonna kill me * lol .

Missing my close 'gal pals' more than eva now . It'z been ages since i last seen them =( . *sobs* JASMINE u promise me u'll visit me in coll more often !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol .

Truth to b told , i'm not sure why i'm writting all of this . Dun mind me if i'm bein silly . haha .

red hot !!!

Lately .....

2007-05-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

Haven't been bloggin for a while now . Reason being , i can't find d time to blog nowadays (AS is in a weeks time , SHIT !) .

Anyways , recently we (rin , huma n i ) went to 'explore' monash's new campus . We were itching to c d new campus since it'z a few meters away from SYUC , all da more tempting to go n have a look see . After John told us bout d 'cadaver' being in one of d class room at d medical wing , we were determine to have a LOOK . Monash is a huge campus on a small piece of land (make sense?) , lol . I'm really brain dead rite now , gonna post a few pictures to illustrate wat i saw dat day yea .

Pretty impressive huh , considering it'z situated on a small piece of land , it actually looks like a small replica of d australian campus (finally a local campus dat doesn't look anything remotely like a prison ! lol) . Oh we didnt get to see d cadaver we 'heard' so much about, DOWNER =( ! Will try harder next time ;) .

Bad luck seems to b following me whereva i go this days . Seriously ! Like yesterday , i started my day off losing my bio prac file ( apparently i lost it a week b4 but didn't even notice it , BLUR ! ) , went to see Mr Raj since miss bio told me she left my file on his table . First visit , went there too early Mr raj haven't reach sunway yet (okie 4givable since d traffic dat morning was especially BAD ) . Second visit , miss him again , he went our for lunch ( kinda expected , sunway's staff seems to b goin out for 'lunches' quite often huh , hmph!) . Finally , i gave up n ask huma to ask him for me since she was in dat area at d time . Well doesn't take a genuis to figure out dat my file wasn't there . Crap ,all my lab work is in there ! =(

Anyways , on d same day itself , went to c spidey 3 wif aman dat afternoon . Guess wat ! The power went out in d cinema AGAIN . How fantastic rite ? This is like the 2nd time it happen to me in a period of a months time (or izit 1 1/2 months) . Come on , the probability of dat happening to someone is close to 0 rite , wat are d chances man ! Seriously can't believe it . Was jz telling aman bout dat incident b4 goin in for d show ( i think i kinda jinx myself by talking bout it , lol ) . But this time wasn't too bad , at least they continuedd show after 15 minutes . Luckily no compensation was mentioned , will b really bitchy if dat happens again ( no time to burn , AS remember !)

Bad luck huh !

wake up call ..!

2007-05-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

Today, today ,today was quite a wake up call for me . Got most of my results (mocks) back . To tell u da truth , i was pretty shock on how bad i did on my phys . To b more precise , my paper 2 for phys was total nonsense . I did expected it to b bad but neva this bad . Not gonna state my results ere but i can tell u i manage to score round 50% (percentage not marks) for paper 2 , which is kinda bad coz it carries most of d marks for d sub . Bio wasn't as good either . N again , paper 2 was to blame . I was quite satisfied wif my bio prac , considering all d mistakes i've made , da score wasn't too bad (kinda expected-la). If it wasn't for my paper 1 , bio will go down d drain as well . It's very discouraging to c wat my results have bcome . Afterall , isn't mocks suppose to b a reflection of wat'z to come (AS) . Btw , AS is oni 3 weeks away . So yeah if i dun work hard now , history will probably repeat itself again .

Anyways , on a lighter note . I've been really addicted to prison break lately . As in ADDICTED !!!! Wentworth Miller is to blame ( now u noe why my results r like dat huh , but mocks was b4 d wenworth craze ! lol) Gosh , he is so attractive . I have to admit my first impression of him wasn't all dat good . I remembered first seein him on tv ( mariah carey's infamous 'rolling-around' video "WE BELONG TOGETHER" ) , neva thought much bout him . Actually i didn't really like how he look den , certainly not 'lust at first sight' . haha . But after watchin one episode of prison break , whoosh , he suddenly bcame this hot 'thang' . LOL. I think his voice influence me a lil (weird huh) . He sounds really intelligent , no seriously ! In actual fact he is really smart , he graduated from princeton for god's sake ! (not d character in d show but d real actor himself) So i guess i was kinda attracted to his intelligence n da way he carries himself . A real gentleman ( on tv la , lol) . I'm sure Jasmine will agree wif me ;) ... haha .....

Actually, there'z a million of things goin thru my mind jz dat i can't put them down . Too stressful to write bout it . This post will probably b flooded wif the word 'f***' if i did . So yeah , today was a tough day for me . Feels like i was hit by a car , literally ! I nearly hit this car when i was on my way back home from coll , thankfully i didn't or else this post will certainly b filled wif F***, lol .

K la , i'll end ere .

-OUT-

just for laughs !!! (real scenario)

2007-04-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

Ahh , frenz . What do we do without them . They teach us lil things bout ourself everyday . Even simple innocent conversation wif each other is a life lesson . Hahahaha . For example , i didn't noe dat i had d capacity to 'zha' ppl badly . Apparently , i'm good at it . Lol , i .e a scenario just like d one below .

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
i prefer hotlink than digi

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
but den i still love maxis

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
definitely

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
maxis n hotlink one company ma

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
hehe

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
oh really ... ok .. i sound like a dumb blonde to u now rite...

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
u must think i'm a huge bimbo . .

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
i really duno this stuff.

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
huhhh

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
omg u didn't know??

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
=\\

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
err nope ..

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
omg

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
ahhahaa

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
zhadouu

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
times ten to the power of infinity

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
haha

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
hotlink's the prepaid version of maxis

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
i noe u're laughin at me now .

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
dat'z y ..

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
i was wondering .

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
they're the same company but different divisions

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
if u're on mAxis .... den wanna use prepaid .. den how ar .?

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
ahhahaha

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
omg

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
but seriously

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
dat'z y i was thinking hard whether there was maxis prepaid cards..

~*äΜãŇđä*~ says:
didn't recall seeing any

Lab Ghoul Aman. says:
dunno whether to laugh or sweat

OMG behaving like jessica simpson is so not hot !!!! .. really have to change ... lol... but it'z funny though ... lol....=S ....... Aman is still horrified ... !!! ... hahahahha

Reality check

2007-04-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

SHOCK RITE BACK TO REALITY NOW , AS IS COMING . MUST FOCUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something to do on a saturday nite

2007-04-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

First of all , i have to start off this post by thanking jasmine . If it wasn't for her , last sat will b like any other ordinary saturday nite for me . Jas a.k.a 'luckiest girl alive' won some good charlotte concert tickets from hitz.fm . Wait , i shouldn't say she won it coz d radio station miraculously call her up n handed d tix to her ,without her calling them or doin anything crazy . *huh , scratches head* , yeah i was confuse there too . But anyhu , isn't she lucky ! GOSH !!!!!!!!

Back to yesterday , we went there at 6 n da Q was FREAKING long . Thankfully again , Jas saw some of her frenz infront of d Q (didn't i say she was d luckiest girl alive.. u betta blieve it ) , so we got to squeeze in at d front without waiting . After 1/2 an hour , they open d gates n let us in . We manage to get our butts infront but let me tell u , dat was a huge mistake . Little did we noe , we will b squash/push/compress/trampled later in d show , a few caucasian JERKS didn't give a damn dat there were girls infront , they kept on jumping like there was no 2molo , pushing everyone . It was hell ! Anyways to compensate for this hell , d local acts put on a fantastic show , esp jason lo . He was great ! With true rock n roll fashion , GC made us wait a whole 1/2 an hour b4 startin da show . I was kinda annoyed but ppl told me it was normal . Anyways Jas couldn't take it any longer , she wanted out from d front so we left b4 GC came out . Poor girl , she had it worst coz she was standing bhind me , d JERks was right bhind her . Argh those JERKS !!!!!!!! I'll so 'nudge' them like aman suggest when i c them again . So after we went bhind , it was such a huge change coz there was actually a huge space for ppl to sit/dance/STAND . It was far better than b4 . Not to mention , we saw a few local celebs standing bhind , enjoyin d show . Why did we even bother gettin squash infront in d first place is beyond me .

I guess this is it . Will lighten this post wif a few pictures from dat nite . Overall , this was a great experience . M very thankful dat Jas invited me to go dat nite . =)

B4 everything !!!!

B4 they let us thru d gates in d area . So silly of me to wear a tube to a concert ! neva eva do dat ppl !!!!!!

After we got in , cam whoring again !!!!!!

Ahhh , VJ Utt !!!!!

The lights on stage was fantastic!

Wif the guitarist from One Buck Short . *picture is super blur n dark though*

At mamak after the concert . (was with wei kit they all but they didn't wanna take pictures )

to all my stress-out frenz who'z bein 'mocked' at d moment !!!

2007-04-16T03:06:00.000-07:00

[PREVIOUS PICTURE WAS REMOVE FOR OBVIOUS REASONS ...LOL]

WAYS TO DEAL WITH UR PROBLEMATIC NEIGHBOUR !!

This was actually on TV...The commentators Paused and didn't say a Word...

TATTOO OF THE YEAR !!!

Good Reason to Wear Pajamas to Bed!!!
AND AGAIN, THIS PIC WAS SENT TO ME BY A FREN !!!!!!

HAHAHAHA !!! (GRANNY PANTS TO NOTHING AT ALL , HOW WE EVOLVE !!!!)

true 'BLISS' !

2007-04-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

Ok , d theory part of mocks is next week . ' ME no do anything yet ' !!!!!! Habislah . I'm so shitting myself rite now , d amount of work i have to do is overwhelming . *argh regret not maintaining da pace earlier* >.< Some 'old' frenz of mine said i'm losing weight this days , indirectly they're sayin i look like crap ! Maybe i look a lil haggard recently , with all d late nitez n stress dat i'm goin thru , who wouldn't blame me for not looking after myself properly . Haihz . Getting really emo rite now . Feels like i'm comin down wif something , my throat is feeling really sore , having phelgm n all , wat a great way to start off my BLISSFUL week huh . Anywayz , jz got an ear full from my dad . Coz i went out wif a few frenz n my curfew was 12.00 am . I came back round 12.15 am , DANG ! Oh d lecture he gave bout me not studyin n comin home early , horrible-nya .

Will continue my whinnig later ........Hopefully sleep will cure me . =(

boooooooo!!!!!!!

2007-04-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

BOO !!!! FRIDAY THE 13TH PPL , WATCH OUT !!!!

NOT DAT I REALLY BELIEVE THERE'Z A SERIAL KILLER OUT THERE ...But wat da heck how many friday's are dated 13th ?!?!?! Besides i have nothing to blog oso , lol !

lab stress

2007-04-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

ARGH !! MY CHEM PRAC WAS CRAP !! MIGHT AS WELL GO IN BLINDED , WAS IN TOTAL BLURNESS.......

The reason i didn't noe how to do 50% of it was bcoz I WAS NEVA TAUGHT on d method ! Neva thought chem will have graphs n stuff . WAt da .... I blame it on Mr Siva , he wasted 2 months of my life in Sunway , confusing us rather than teaching . Wasted our time on nothingness , making us speed thru everything else once we change teachers . Dat'z probably y my prac skills r half past six , we simply had no time to practice n can't afford to hold back our theory work . So yeah , there goes my MOCKS !

Maybe i shouldn't solely blame mr siva , but d frustration of not noeing how to execute something during prac test is really buggin me . Imagine if this was AS . Matilah .

Guess i should b smarter in evaluating d prac next time . Should learn to think quick n b smarter on d approach .

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT ! ( yeah , if i had a mini lab at home , den this statement will apply)

happy easter everyone ......!

2007-04-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

Saturday'z over , easter virgil mass is over , my cathecument days r over too . Yay , finally i'm baptise . The mass was not too bad afterall , wat seems like foreva initially went by quite quickly . Da mass was 3 hours long , sounds frightening i noe . But it was quite an experience , i actually took part in d procession (was d flower girl , had to take flowers to d altar ) . Yea , dat'z probably y time flies , 80% of my time was spent worrying bout trippin as i come down d altar . Trust me , u do not wanna fall in front of , hmmm 300 ppl (i think) . Even my mom told me not to fall , if i do she'll pretend not to noe me (wow , wat a confidence booster) . So yeah , i was a lil nervous bout dat one ( was wearing a long dress + heels = higher risk in falling ) . But everything went well , was a lil noisy when i came down d altar ( heels was clicking really loudly , oooppppssss ) . My candle went off a few times when i was in front , nearly burn someone wif d hot wax as i reach over to get some light (silly me) , lol . My sis told me i was laughin unnecessarily half d time too . Haha , interesting huh . Anyways ere'z some pictures i took , haven't upload everything yet , so will show a few pictures for now .

My 'holy' white attire . Apparently white means 'rejoice' :) It's a casual dress (one of my summer dresses dat i bought long ago) , can't go too formal , later look like some wedding gown .

me n my cousins . tq guys for d support . =)

Da goodies dat i receive tonight . Tq guys =)

Easter is not all about easter eggs !!!!!!!! But they're fun though ...

I'm glad i went thru this process , i do admit dat i felt kinda good after gettin baptise . Was touch wif d whole ceremony . Eventhough i miss out on many events ( from posts b4 ) , easter is a time where everyone comes together n celebrate . So yeah , not too bitter bout missing out now , there will always b a next time ( MARK MY WORDS , i'm so goin to d 11th hitZ.fm bday bash !) , teehehe .

Sorry guys , i wasn't submerge into some pool NUDE when i was bless ( u noe it'z a church thing rite , nude in church ?? gosh ) .It wun b a pretty sight if i did anyways . Should b thanking god dat d church does not facilitate a pool ( wun b a pretty sight if i got all wet , trust me !) So yeah , stop asking me dat .

Happy easter everyone !!

-n-

why oh why (part 2) !

2007-04-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

AS U ALL NOE , sat is my baptism nite . This sat seems to b filled wif events , d bday bash , n d 'oh-so popular' F1 . As karma will have it , Jasmine told me she got extra tix for F1 on sat , so she invited me . BUT , u guess it , i CAN'T GO . Argh ! This is bcoz d race ends at 3 . By d time i reach home , it will b 5 something . LONG story cut short , my mom is scared i can't make it back on time for d mass . So yeah , missing out AGAIN . HAihz . Well , all is not loss , goin wif wei kit n long to watch a show 2molo . Hmmmmm . Hope my mom wun go 'nazi' on me again . This baptism thing seems to b distorting my whole day . Guess i can't complain , it'z a small prize to pay after goin thru d whole process (RCIA) for 9 months . Quite grooling , but it'z over now , baptism nite marks d 'graduation' of d whole thing .

Anyways , wanna post some pictures dat i thought was interesting for d time being . ( Indirectly means i have nothing to blog about , so have to upload pictures to 'dense' my post )

I really do feel like one sometimes .

This reminds me of high skool . My 'oh-so faithful' handbag thru high skool . =)

High skool , senior year .

P/S : thx jasmine for bein so understanding bout my situation =) . Wei kit , stop laughin , so gonna get u next time .

Sorry ppl 4 sounding like a whinny lil 'manja' brat . Have to let it out somewhere . =) BAPTISM DO mean something to ME , in case u guys were wondering . lol

why oh why

2007-04-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GO TO HITZ.FM BDAY BASH THIS SAT !!!!!! But i'm gettin baptise this sat nite . As all christians would noe , this saturday is easter . FYI , ppl get baptise n confirm on easter virgil mass . Argh , so frustrated dat this 2 events falls on d same nite . Somemore , easter mass last till 12 midnight . So i can't fly to one U after dat , there would b nothing left of a party den . Sayang la . Of course i can't ditch d baptism thing for a party , dat will b so 'UNHOLY' n my mom will really slaughter me if i did . Haha , (so much for dat thought) . Haihz , guess it wasn't meant to b . From da sounds of d continuous ads bout d event , i think d bday bash will b really 'happening' . Everyone is going , BUT ME . Hmph! . Really thought i could hang around wif d girls dat nite . BUT BUT BUT ............ Ok i should stop whinning now . There's nothing i could do bout it .

Anyways to all u guys who wanna noe more bout d event , ere's da highlights of d party (from their website).

The Party

Hitz.fm is 10 and we at hitz.fm are definitely gonna celebrate it in a bigggg way!!! Hotlink activates the hitz.fm 10th Birthday Bash and it will be happening on 7th April 2007, 4pm onwards at Dataran Carpark, One Utama Shopping Mall. And the best part; IT’S FREE!!!The hitz.fm 10th Birthday Bash will be the biggest birthday party ever thrown by hitz.fm to thank all our loyal listeners past, present and future. It will be a music festival and carnival with international club deejays, local acts, plenty of fun and games to go around, loads of food and drinks, the whole works! Listeners can win all access VIP passes just by tuning in to our wacky Morning Crew duo JJ & Rudy, exclusive to Hotlink subscribers. Local hot shots that will be performing include Reshmonu, Sasi the Don, Dragon Red, Lo, Pop Shuvit, One Buck Short, K Town Clan, Gerhana Ska Cinta, Point Blanc and many more. We have also invited DJ Cheapshot of Fort Minor and Styles of Beyond fame to spin just for you, our loyal listeners!We at hitz.fm would like to take this opportunity to thank listeners who have been with us the past 10 years and our present fans too! You guys are the BEST so come PARTY with US at the BIGGEST FREE PARTY EVER! Not only are we throwing you the biggest party you'll ever attend, we're giving away exclusive stuff you'll never get anywhere else. We'll be giving out autographed framed poster of The Click Five, Marion Raven and Fort Minor as well as merchandise from The Click Five, Kylie Minogue, My Chemical Romance, POD. Not to mention the hundreds of CDs just waiting to find their way into your player! We also have 5 SonyEricsson W880i phones worth RM10, 000 to give away too so make sure you come over for our birthday bash.

-n-

C wat i mean . Syok-Nya . Haihz .

wat WAS n wat IS

2007-04-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

<----DEN ,

NOW---->

wat happen ?!?!

As u can c , no rewards in guessing dat was me 16 years ago .

<---few weeks b4 ,

few weeks later( + huma )--->

no change , y bother . lol
Frenz in college . Sita is da sweetest girl i've eva met in my life . Huma is d WISE one . lol

can't remember which one came first . I think is d one on d left .

<--------

den

-------->

Natalie is da 1st fren i've met in high skool . We go way way back .

<--- Queenie's 18th bday ,

Queenie's 19th bday (plus jasmine) --->

Time flies !

Queenie , my close fren . Hope to celebrate more bdays wif u =) .

<---2 years ago

NOW--->

Jasmine is a HOT ladae now . hehehehe =)
Jasmine , da one dat i can depend on always .

da one on da left is taken LONG i repeat LONG ago .
da one on the right is more recent but it was taken one year ago .

Oh my chicka . She's great . Fun , energetic n bubbly . She's a Cheerleader , wat do u expect . lol . But most importantly she'z a great fren .

<---was taken ages ago

rite b4 elle left for NZ--->

u see d hair switch ?

lol

Elle d sweet cousin . MIss her loads .

WITH POPULAR DEMAND , DA MONKEY IS BACK =)

da best 'smirk' i eva seen .

ho ho NO !

2007-03-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

Ok let'z start off with my visits to d orthodontist lately. Surprise surprise , she told me i definitely need braces if i want absolute straight teeth . I nearly cried when i heard dat . I mean seriously , braces at 18 ! Common , talk bout LATE ! *SOBS* Sounds like social suicide huh . Anyways , i didn't mind my teeth b4 but after da continuous hamering from my dad (bout my 'not so straight' teeth) , he finally crack me n made me c dat i actually DO need it . I guess it's for my own good but da thought of having them really depresses me . *hmph* . Ppl who had them done earlier must b laughin ( yea yea u're teeth is perfect now , get over it ). So yeah , u can imagine how bitchy i was when i was in d clinic , was still in deep denial bout wearing braces , brushing off every advice da orthodontist had to say .But i couldn't 4 get a particular comment she made : ' isn't braces a fashion trend nowadays ?' , i was really amuse . Of course i replied 'no way , hardly anyone in college wears them this days ' . She seems genuinly shock . It was kinda cute , i guess she was trying to make me feel comfortable bout d idea . I mayb ignorant bout this , braces might actually b a trend somewhere , someone should update me if it is but i highly doubt dat , lol . Anyways i won't be doin this anytime soon , probably after my AS exams where i can afford to skip some classes if there's any complications . Will take advantage on da latest discovery of 'invisible braces' .Well not so invisible la , jz dat they dun use metal 'blocks' to push back da teeth , instead procelain is used . So NOT TOO obvious but STILL obvious =( . Will keep u guys updated if there's any advancement on my teeth , wouldn't want to bump into one of u guys without u noein , if y'all noe wat i mean ( da 'omg u're wearing braces' speech ) .

Anyways been browsing round blogs for a bit . Found this picture from aman's blog (hope u dun mind aman ) , it was one of da picture of our A-levels assembly . Realise i was quite apparent in da 2nd front row , was quite funny (wow i need to get a life huh ).

Oh anyone who by any chance is getting braces done , do tell me yeah . We can b Bracey Buddies ;) . It'll b better to do it with company ( so wei kit u better get it done too !) .

I'll end ere .

Nitez .

E for effort !

2007-03-23T06:19:00.000-07:00

Been seeing Jasmine more frequently lately . *wooohooo* , me likey lol . It's great noein dat we still maintain a close frenship eventhough she studies 100 km away from me . At the end of da day , it's d effort / drive dat maintains the 'close-ness' of any relationship . So yeah , i'm happy dat she 'pops' up more frequently now , recognising her effort in coming all da way from tarc to sunway =) . Of course , not neglecting any 'girly-time outs' , me n Jas went to oneU last fri for some retail theraphy . Sadly , we went window shoppin only , didn't bring home any newbies *down-er* . Jas did spot some shirts which were cute but too expensive to buy , lol . Da purple number (in my pic) was one of her favourites =) . Anyways , we went to watch 'Haunted High School' . Initially , i thought it had potential to scare me silly but as da movie went on , da plot was down rite shallow n many incidents were predictable . Wasted . Wat's wrong wif horror movies lately ? Wat happen to good story lines ? This days , horror movies are made terrifying solely on sound effects alone n nothing else . Even da acting 'wow-ed' me . swt

Back to today(a week later) , got my car washed by my fellow classmates . No , i didn't force them to , it was for charity , hehe . They did a great job considering my car is white , da stains r more apparent n harder to come off but still they manage to get most of it if not all off . *Satisfied* . It was interesting to see everyone doin something casual for a change . So to anyone who is reading this , come support this car wash next tuesday or friday . It's for a good cause , all proceeds will go to da Johore flood victims . =)

I'll end ere , till next time , tata .

cryin over spilled milk

2007-03-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

It'z been a few days since my last entry (it'z not too long isn't it ?) . As u all noe spm results was announced jz recently . A number of ppl i noe exceeded their expectations by gettin straight A1s ,wow * claps* . Well done , props to u guys ;) .

Anyways , classes have been goin on as usual . Lecturers 'lecturing' on their respective subjects . Assignments distributed constantly with 'oh-so soon' datelines. Can't complain much on da pressure dat i'm facing rite now coz i have gone thru worst during my primary school days (LICK HUNG !). Yes , those who were in Lick Hung noe wat i'm talking about . i remembered school classes starting as early as 7.15am till 4pm everyday , followed by private tuitions that last for 2 hours .Oh n not 4getting d endless piles of homework dat we need to take home n do . Like i said , can't complain much bout my situation rite now . =)

Argh , regreted not taking IELST over GP . I'm sooooooo kicking myself rite now . I should have followed my gut instict to change from da very begining but my gp teacher convinced me otherwise . So i stayed . Not sayin dat GP is 100% useless , jz dat there'z no point in working so hard on a paper dat is not recognise by many UNIs ( oh cambridge doesn't take GP as a subject ---> da grade is jz for show) . It's really frustrating coz GP is a hard subject to score , is not easy getting an A for d essays , but i guess it'z 'do-able' . Anywayz , to b more human bout it , d IELST class have already finish their course. Now they r free from any english classes or examination thru n thru . Argh how i wish , *dreams* . No point cryin over spilled milk now , jz take it as it goes . Even a U in GP will b something compared to not taking it at all . I guess GP is more of a self satisfaction subject , it strengthens our thinking skills n knowledge . So all is not loss . LOL

Have nothing much to say . Better stop ere .Till den , tata =) .

This might jz b true =)

2007-03-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

Why ladies today are still single:

1. The nice men are ugly. ( i so dun agree wif this one!*hmph* )
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexualmen are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not sonice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful,that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and never make the first move!
11. The men who never make the firstmove, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative .

*Oh , i didn't write this , got it from some bulletin.*

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NOT sayin dat i 100% agree , but don't ya think it'z pretty close to d truth . Oh well , it got me laughin anyways , haha .

Today is wednesday a.k.a lab day . Wat was expected to b a dreadful day turn out pretty good . Jasmine came wif me to college , seemingly to get a feel of how Sunway is like . Eventhough i had class , i was glad dat she fullfilled her purpose of studyin in our coll's library . She studied for more than 5 hours , doin accounts (or econs ?) only. Wow da girl really is determine ! Anywayz , we took a much needed break ( yes , including me . I had to go thru phys n chem lab today) round 1 pm . Went to pmid's Kim gary to have lunch . Feels good to have lunch somewhere other than Orange , which btw was shut down by MPSJ a few days ago ( seemingly they didn't have a license n yada yada yada) . So yeah , this pretty much sums up da day .

Ciao =) Signing off .

PINK no more !

2007-03-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

As u can see i changed my background n d whole theme of my blog . Didn't noe why i choosed PINK b4, i guess it was out of impulse . I saw my blog today n grinch in disgust , it looked like an 8 year-old's blog ( no no i'm not insulting any 8yoZ , jz dat i'm 18 now ), all pink n sweet (sick-ening to some , lol ) . It must have scared off some ppl , haha . So it'z PINK no more !

Anyways , today was like any other ordinary day . Went to class , sat there , stared at d lecturers , pretending dat i understood 100% of everything they said . In reality all i could think about was da time n when i can go home to SLEEP . Thank god it was a short day , class ended at 1 pm *weee* . Reached home at 1.30 pm , thought i could nap happily but NO my brother was playin his electric guitar wif his door open , using an amplifier too if i might add . I noe , HOW ANNOYING !?!

Oh no , jz remembered i got an 8 o'clock class 2molo , have to wake up super early *shrgh*. Guess i have to sign off now . Tata =P

stress ---> S.T.R.E.S.S !

2007-03-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

It's BEEN a pretty stressful month for an A-LEV July 06 student , n it'z GOIN to be even more stressful in da weeks to come. The emphasis of AS looming closer n closer is enaf to get us on our toes n start studyin . Lecturers have been on our backs every single day , stating da obvious 'AS is coming , study !', well not da exact words but close . So yeah , i'm shit scared on wat's to come as this will b my 1st eva time sitting for a international paper from CAMBRIDGE , O.O . The idea of sitting for a paper dat is taken by everyone from all parts of da world is kinda terrifyin . WHY ? Well , those braniacs from , hmmmm let say Spore will set da bar so high --> pulls da normal distribution grades graph further right --> harder to score---> CRAP ! . I guess i have to push myself harder n start doing wat i should . For starters , 'flip' thru all da revision books dat was left under my table 'untouched' for months n start doing more PYQs , wow sounds 'fun' =( !

I guess i can't be a whinny brat . Afterall i'm privilege enaf to b doin wat i'm doin now n i guess everyone goes thru this during their student days . As my mom puts it,' nothin comes easy in life n u wun noe wat stress is until u become a parent ' . Jeez , r we (me n my siblings) dat stressful to deal wif , haha .

Anywayz Miss Chong (bio lec) told us to snap more pictures of ourselves to present on graduation day . It'z kinda exciting building a graduation template like our form 5's year book but it suddenly dawn on me dat this year is da last year of college . It's freaking fast . Makes u wonder how silly we r to neglect da time we had wif our classmates to bond wif them , getting to noe them more....etc . I guess we can't get da same chance as we did in high skool , after all we spend 5 years in high skool building solid frenships . So yeah i really regret not being more outgoin , was overcome by my shy-ness , yet again ! But there's still time , gettin to noe my fellow classmates more now , brilliant+funny+crazy+loud...........u get d picture . Hehe .

Hmm , it'z 11.55 pm now n i haven't been sleeping for a day so i guess i'll end ere . Till next time , ciao =)

WHY PINK ?

2007-03-11T03:49:00.000-07:00

Bloggin is no easy task . First u hav to think of a design for ur blog , den u have to think of wat to write n whether ur post is suitable to b published . So yea it took me around 3 hours to figure out all of those things . Silly huh .. Some of u might wonder why i care bout all this , after all this is my virtual diary n i shouldn't be thinking twice about wat n how i feel . So yeah , da hell wif it . My blog is going to b pink , as in sick-ingly PINK ! Why ? Coz i feel like it damn it (i might change my mind later though , hehe) .

Ok enaf bout da blog stuff . I jz realise i published a post all about my bloggin experience n yada yada yada . U guys must be bored out of ur mind . I shall start talking bout my life now .

In 3 , 2 , 1 .....

Lately , as in last friday , i went to KL wif a bunch of frenz to celebrate their birthdays . Was so excited bcoz it was one of those rare occasions dat my parents let me out till 2 am , (yeah i hav a curfew , i noe , lame huh ) . But still i was damn excited bcoz this was da 1st time i'll b visiting maison , KL . Heard a lot about it from frenz , sounded like it was dis happening place dat every youngsters visit on a 'non-skool nite' . U can't imagine da lengths i had to go thru to get my parents approval , who said being a 18 yo girl is easy huh , mayb for some it is . Oh well , i planned this whole trip wif Jasmine ( one of my closest buddies) . Da plan was to fetch me n drive down to KL . Florence should have joined us , but her 'oh-so-important cheer event' was on saturday at Johore , so she had to leave on da same nite . Miss u girl , always picture us clubbing 2gether , but i guess there's other times . Anyways , Jas picked me up from my house at 9.15 pm . We went to one of Queenie's frenz house to meet up wif them b4 leaving for KL . In da midst of waiting for Queenie , me n jas took some pictures in d car a.k.a cam-whoring . Dun ask , dis is wat girls do . Anyways , after cam-whoring for around 15 minutes , we realised dat we were waiting at d wrong house (oh how silly!) . Queenie sms us to inform us dat everyone was at d house already . Da horror i felt , making ppl wait . Finally we caught up wif Wei ling's car n tailget-ed them all da way down KL ( nice job jas !) .

Finally round 11 pm , we reached maison . Da exterior of da club wasn't wat i expected . Always imagine maison to b this bright litted place , jam packed wif ppl , loud music banggin da walls n huge big bouncers standing at d door ( hmm wonder where i got dat idea from , tv duh !) . The place was looking more like a high-end restaurant without ppl . Huh ? . It was 11 pm , no one but us was there . Too early for clubbers to come out from their bat cave . Anywayz we went in , check da place out . Inside wasn't lookin so bad afterall , it was clean (wow) . Waited for Queenie'z grand entrance for a bit , was a lil akward being in a crowd dat we dun noe so well . Finally da queen bee arrived , all was well as we did our occasional hugs n 'miss ya' greetings to one another . Da girl is simply sweet . We went in , did our thang (cam-whoring) n finally more ppl started comin.Finally it feels like a club . One thing bout maison , da music played dat nite was horrible , house music . It'z like this techno trans beat thing dat u can't dance to *shrgh* . So we chatted n hang around wif Queenie for a bit . Oh did i mentioned we snap plenty of pictures ? GIRLS huh !

Later dat nite , we discovered Jas's frenz (Mei Ling n shervonne) was also at maison . Jas did da routine introduction . Chatted for a bit n den started cam-whoring AGAIN ! It was so obvious dat it was our first time in maison , lol . But still pictures leaves memories n spices things up like blogs . So dun go laughin at me bhind ur com screnes . So u can imagine , me n Jas goin up n down da club checkin out different scenes . It was hard for anybody to find us .

After dat , we decided to go 2 club BED to check out da place . Jas had some connection dat got us in 4 free . Mei Ling n Shervonne followed us too coz da music in maison flat out suck . It was more happening at BED . Da club was more alive coz of da DJz n MUSIC . Music plays a huge part in everything . So we dance for a bit ( yeah u read it right , i danced ...0.0 , well maybe not dance la , i swayed lol ) . We were having tons of fun , sweaty n tired , but who cares when da music is good rite . Yes , we did snap some pictures on da dance floor . It was pretty funny coz da camera was flashing really bright , earn ourselves some weird stares . Haha .

Tick tock tick tock , b4 we knew it , it was 1.40 am . My curfew was 2 am ! Ah-O . We rushed back to maison to say goodbye to Queenie n den rushed back home . It was dis mad dash back to Subang , but wif Jas's pro-driving skills , we managed to reach home in 20 minutes time *claps* . When i reached home , my mom was too tired to even talk to me let alone scold me for bein 15 minutes late *wipes off sweat* .

Anyways this was a fun trip . I'm glad dat Jasmine had a fun time on her 19th bday , the babe deserved it . Queenie too =) . I guess i'll end ere , nothing juicy happen after i reached home so yeah , end ere . Till next time , tata .

P/S : *laughs at wei kit* , who said i got less than 50% chance goin out dat nite . hahahaha =P

...bloggie VIRGIN...(as in i haven't blog b4)

2007-03-10T06:09:00.000-08:00

As my attention grabbing headline puts it , u guess it this is my 1st time bloggin , let alone bloggin on blogspot.com . Reasons i started bloggin this late :

1) my grammar n spelling kinda suck so was a lil hesitant to start bloggin as i might be da laughin stalk on everyoneZ list ...(pretty self-centred huh)

2) my life is so un-interesting , so it'll b hard to blog anything at all (really, it'z Boring wif a capital B)

3) claims dat ppl make sayin 'blog-in' r 4 attention seekers (which i find not true at all as i'm bloggin myself now , n i'm certainly not seeking for any attention)

4) da time factor . wif finals always in da way , it'z pretty hard to find time to even breath .

5) last but not least , i'm pretty lazy to come on9 2 update my blog . (prefer watchin tv , yeap can't live without my tv , frenz noez it n proud of it , well mayb not dat proud ..hehe)

So yeah , this r da reasons dat's been holding me up . Now wif da help of my blog i hope frenz will b updated on my latest happenings n dun go "oh my gosh , i can't blieve u didn't tell me , ish !". Been gettin a lot of dat lately . Partially it'z my fault as i've parted wif my closest frenz from high skool , haven't been seeing them as much as i've hope =( . sob sob ...

'Stalking blogs' is an addiction , or mayb it'z jz a way of getting da juic-iest details from ppl we noe personally rather than reading gossips about celebs in da magazines dat sometimes we can't relate to at all but still have da itch to noe wat'z goin on in their lifes , weird huh (dat'z a whole-nother topic to debate about n i wun do it ere as dis isn't GP class ). I've been bitten by this bug lately , can't stop reading my fren's (florence) blog (yes i admit girl , i do stalk ur blog , scary huh ). I guess she describes things in a very cute n funny way dat keeps ppl wanting more.Her comedic approach to everything around her is funny (in a good way babe), in other words her blogs r simply entertaining , need i say more .

I noe dat pictures plays an important role in blogs . Colourful pictures somehow makes da blog more 3D like coz of it'z visual prospects of wat'z happening rather than reading it in words (oh da wonders of cam-whoring , lol ) . Ok i noe u guys must b wondering when i will shut up n finally post some pictures of myself . It'z still a work in progress as i'm still a 'dungu' on how to work around this web to post some pictures on my blog space . yea yea , some of u might laugh on how blog-deaf i m ( tone-deaf ; blog-deaf , get it ? might not b da best anology but hey i'm new ok ) . Anywayz this is my 1st attempt on bloggin . =) till den , tata .